Update (Trigger Warning: Pet Death)
It is with a heavy heart that I share Berlin crossed the rainbow bridge on September 5, 2022 after an 8-month battle with Nasal Cancer. Arranging for her peaceful passing was both the hardest and kindest thing to do. Breathing had quickly become so difficult for her that she couldn’t lie down on her side for longer than 10 seconds before raising her head for gasps of air from her mouth. This also meant she couldn’t sleep day or night. When this horrendous journey began I was under the impression she would experience more nose bleeds, bloody sneezes, and perhaps more facial deformity when she was approaching the end. In other words, I thought I had more time. Every animal’s cancer is different though and it was still heartbreaking to watch her decline, just as it is heartbreaking to write about these many months later.
Nasal Cancer took so much from Berlin: Her freedom to breathe, her ability to rest, her remarkable power to persevere (as she had done previously with Mast Cell Cancer, Vestibular Disease, and Kidney Disease), but it never took her love of peanut butter (it seriously brought the light back to her eyes until the very end) nor my endless love for her. I miss her each and every day.
If writing Berlin’s story helps even one person feel like they aren’t alone, and perhaps even one day helps someone catch their pet’s nasal cancer sooner (as opposed to being left with that all too common, inaccurate allergy diagnosis), then I am happy to share our experience (through a stream of tears).
For more resources and to read about my mourning journey, visit feetandpaws.com/in-memoriam-berlin-navigating-pet-loss, and if you’d like to share your pet’s Nasal Cancer journey, I’d love to hear it. You can email me at tracy@feetandpaws.com
With love,
Tracy (and Berlin, who may no longer be walking this life with me at my side, but is forever in my heart)